Long time no seee

Hi everybody,

I know it has been a really long time since I last put up a post but for some reason here I am tonight.

Life has been interesting as of late. I am really enjoying school but wish that I had taken more classes. I really miss being at college. I know that as a grad student I am still "in college" but it is really not the same. I miss the social aspect of it all. I miss knowing just a ton of people and always having conversations that matter. I feel like as of late most of the conversations I do have are fluff.

Have not really been in a good place the past few weeks. Not sad but at the same time not happy. I really miss Oxford and being in England. A place where I had a clean slate and nothing to hold me back. I feel like while I was there I was free to be a different person, a more true version of myself. Yet, I think if I was that person here my friends would hate it more than they already hate my non - high school self.

Sometimes you just need a reset button.