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Hey Everybody,

Yeah I know that I suck at posting on a blog but I guess sometimes I need to do it and sometimes I don't. I'm pretty sure that no one checks it any more so I don't really know why I keep on posting but I guess it acts as a way for me to say what I think is important at the time.

I have been trying to do some soul searching as of late but I don't know how much good it is really doing me. I have so many unanswered questions about myself and the answers just don't seem to be coming. This is such a weird time because everything is up in the air. In a few months no matter what I do my whole life is going to change in front of my eyes. This is not to mean that I want to stay in Adrian because I know I am ready to move on and meet some new faces but I feel like I have so much unfinished business here.

I am getting to that point where I am really starting to miss camping again but I just don't have the time to get out there and do it. How sad is that? I am so busy that I had this odd moment with a muffin last week. I got to work 30 min early and went to go get a coffee and a muffin along with a copy of the USA Today. Just to have a peaceful morning. After about 15 min I gave up on the paper because I had to much to think about with school work and the like and I could not even get past the front page and my muffin was gone without me even tasting it. I mean how sad is it when a guy can't even eat a muffin and have 15 minutes of peace to himself to just think? I think it is pretty sad.

I guess it is best to just take it day by day. step by step.