So today one event lead to a feeling that should not be connected with it in any way shape or form. I went to a 4-H animal sale and realized that I'm more lonely then I let myself think I am. So how is the selling of live animals related to me feeling sorry for myself you might ask...well for that we must go on a magical journey full of wonder and amazement...well not really.
I was out to get a pig for my father and for some reason seeing all the high school country kids made me think back to my own high school experience (if you can avoid doing this take my advice and do such). High school was easy for me. I had a truck and girls liked the truck so overall high school worked. Now I'm some guy who thinks that making raspberry jam with his mother sounds like a killer way to spend a Friday night. What comes after this... I haven't "dated" in a while and my shitty attempts have never turned out well.
I guess I could always just make jam for a living.
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
I'll Be Better
Yes I still use my blog. I have just been really booked as of late catching up with old friends and getting ready to start work training on the 10th.
Life since I have gotten back into the USA has been a little slow but thats ok. It is nice to not have to always be thinking about how much money you have, where your going to sleep, and if you still have your passport in your pocket. On the flip side things just seem a little run of the mill here and I guess thats because they are. I feel a bit normal and that just brings a number of mixed emotions up both good and bad.
Went to meet the new boss man today for Campus Safety. He seems like an OK guy and one meeting isn't really a good amount of time to get to feel him out. I wont mind having the work place be more professional but my work has given me a group of people that are like my family and I don't want to lose that personal connection for the sake of professionalism. I know its silly because I work Campus Safety at Adrian College but I really do love my job and what I do and I don't want that to change. I'm sure I'll have some great stories from training week though.
It's nice to see my Nighthawks again. Not much has changed and I'm totally OK with that. I just wish that when we hung out it was us hanging out. Like actually talking to one another. I don't really care what we do while we are talking but we only have so many years before one of us leaves and then two will leave and soon I'm sure that we will spread out. Then doing a simple thing like talking won't be so easy.
Random Thought: I worked out today ( I do this most days ) but today I needed to clear my head a bit so I pushed myself. Well, I pushed myself to hard and just about put myself in the ER. Lets not do that again. That never used to happen when I did martial arts.
Life since I have gotten back into the USA has been a little slow but thats ok. It is nice to not have to always be thinking about how much money you have, where your going to sleep, and if you still have your passport in your pocket. On the flip side things just seem a little run of the mill here and I guess thats because they are. I feel a bit normal and that just brings a number of mixed emotions up both good and bad.
Went to meet the new boss man today for Campus Safety. He seems like an OK guy and one meeting isn't really a good amount of time to get to feel him out. I wont mind having the work place be more professional but my work has given me a group of people that are like my family and I don't want to lose that personal connection for the sake of professionalism. I know its silly because I work Campus Safety at Adrian College but I really do love my job and what I do and I don't want that to change. I'm sure I'll have some great stories from training week though.
It's nice to see my Nighthawks again. Not much has changed and I'm totally OK with that. I just wish that when we hung out it was us hanging out. Like actually talking to one another. I don't really care what we do while we are talking but we only have so many years before one of us leaves and then two will leave and soon I'm sure that we will spread out. Then doing a simple thing like talking won't be so easy.
Random Thought: I worked out today ( I do this most days ) but today I needed to clear my head a bit so I pushed myself. Well, I pushed myself to hard and just about put myself in the ER. Lets not do that again. That never used to happen when I did martial arts.
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