Hey Everybody,
Yeah I know that I suck at posting on a blog but I guess sometimes I need to do it and sometimes I don't. I'm pretty sure that no one checks it any more so I don't really know why I keep on posting but I guess it acts as a way for me to say what I think is important at the time.
I have been trying to do some soul searching as of late but I don't know how much good it is really doing me. I have so many unanswered questions about myself and the answers just don't seem to be coming. This is such a weird time because everything is up in the air. In a few months no matter what I do my whole life is going to change in front of my eyes. This is not to mean that I want to stay in Adrian because I know I am ready to move on and meet some new faces but I feel like I have so much unfinished business here.
I am getting to that point where I am really starting to miss camping again but I just don't have the time to get out there and do it. How sad is that? I am so busy that I had this odd moment with a muffin last week. I got to work 30 min early and went to go get a coffee and a muffin along with a copy of the USA Today. Just to have a peaceful morning. After about 15 min I gave up on the paper because I had to much to think about with school work and the like and I could not even get past the front page and my muffin was gone without me even tasting it. I mean how sad is it when a guy can't even eat a muffin and have 15 minutes of peace to himself to just think? I think it is pretty sad.
I guess it is best to just take it day by day. step by step.
All that is gold does not glitter, not all those who wander are lost; the old that is strong does not wither, deep roots are not reached by the frost. From the ashes a fire shall be woken, a light from the shadows shall spring; renewed shall be blade that was broken, the crownless again shall be king. These are my adventures. Take them for what they are worth.
2 comments:
I still read, Marcus. And you do suck at posting.
..I don't want you to graduate next semester :(
Don't ever apologize for not posting, you are right, your blog is about when you need to write things down to help clear them from you mine. Some of us (mostly me) will give you a hard time about not posting more, but luckily I don't mean it. I know a bit about how your mind works and I understand. You are going to go crazy when you graduate, it sucks to realize that what we though was so important doesn't matter at all. When I think of all the stress i had in my life I laugh about it now because really none of it matters. I wish I had made more time do to the things I loved, It makes me so sad that it is has not been since I was white water rafting that I have gone and set up for a night in the middle of the woods. The girl who had a tent in the trunk and a hatchet under the seat gave up camping and kayaking for what? I promise that while there is not end in sight to soul searching ( i feel it is a life time job) I know that soon so much will be lifted off your shoulders. You will just be able to breathe soon.
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