Wednesday, July 30, 2008

I'll Be Better

Yes I still use my blog. I have just been really booked as of late catching up with old friends and getting ready to start work training on the 10th.

Life since I have gotten back into the USA has been a little slow but thats ok. It is nice to not have to always be thinking about how much money you have, where your going to sleep, and if you still have your passport in your pocket. On the flip side things just seem a little run of the mill here and I guess thats because they are. I feel a bit normal and that just brings a number of mixed emotions up both good and bad.

Went to meet the new boss man today for Campus Safety. He seems like an OK guy and one meeting isn't really a good amount of time to get to feel him out. I wont mind having the work place be more professional but my work has given me a group of people that are like my family and I don't want to lose that personal connection for the sake of professionalism. I know its silly because I work Campus Safety at Adrian College but I really do love my job and what I do and I don't want that to change. I'm sure I'll have some great stories from training week though.

It's nice to see my Nighthawks again. Not much has changed and I'm totally OK with that. I just wish that when we hung out it was us hanging out. Like actually talking to one another. I don't really care what we do while we are talking but we only have so many years before one of us leaves and then two will leave and soon I'm sure that we will spread out. Then doing a simple thing like talking won't be so easy.

Random Thought: I worked out today ( I do this most days ) but today I needed to clear my head a bit so I pushed myself. Well, I pushed myself to hard and just about put myself in the ER. Lets not do that again. That never used to happen when I did martial arts.

1 comment:

Rae Wood said...

That is what I do when I am really really upset. I run so hard for so long that I just collapse. I used to have this friend and he had like a six sense for when i was really upset and he used to wait until about 2 am then walk through the woods he knew I loved and he would find me curled up somewhere so angry, or hurt, or sad, or whatever it was that I was upset and he would carry me back to his house and i would spend the night in the safety of his arms... I kind of miss that.